Lone

[sezthemank]

Loneliness is proberley the biggest suicide killer.

I think its horrible that even though you may have loads of people around you,
yet you can feel the most loneliest person.

I suppose its just deppression acting up again.

Weird thing is that when i had not noone around me, I was a lot more strong in the head.

[Dudebro]

Loneliness is proberley the biggest suicide killer

You worded that wrong. This looks like you mean loneliness prevents suicide.

I hear you though. Loneliness isn't fun. I suggest you do something to distract yourself and try to remember that things always get better.

[sezthemank]

Originally Posted by Dudebro

You worded that wrong. This looks like you mean loneliness prevents suicide.
.

Nah suicide can be caused by loneliness.

Im just a bit low because my friend just killed herself a few hours ago and the last TxT I had off her was that she was lonely.

Crazy thing is that she put me down as "Next of kin" so I had to go and see her.

Fuck! my head is mashed up now, she was my closed friend, I dont know what Im going to do.
How can I tell people about this?
(Meaning her family)

[Dudebro]

I had a friend do that and it was very hard to get through. There's no answers just questions. Why did they do it? Why didn't they ask for help? Ect...
In the end there's nothing you can do except help the survivors deal with the pain. Doing that will also help you work through it.

[Smittycal]

Originally Posted by sezthemank

Nah suicide can be caused by loneliness.

Im just a bit low because my friend just killed herself a few hours ago and the last TxT I had off her was that she was lonely.

Crazy thing is that she put me down as "Next of kin" so I had to go and see her.

Fuck! my head is mashed up now, she was my closed friend, I dont know what Im going to do.
How can I tell people about this?
(Meaning her family)

Im sorry to hear about your friend. I had a friend that I used to work with that killed himself. He went to work that afternoon like normal but left sometime mid shift and no one heard from him after that. I was supposed to go to his house that night and introduce him to my girlfriend anyway so I went over to his house. When I got to his house apartment I found the door open and went in. I found him there on the floor with a gun in his hand, he had been dead for a few hours by the time I got there.

Im not telling you this to bring you even further down but to tell you that you can make it through it. It wasnt your fault that she killed herself and its ok to be pissed @ her for being so sellfish as to end her own life and not sit back and realy think of how it would effect everyone around her. It took a long time for me to get over it. I had to leave the blame where it belonged and kept living after that.

I hope that her family will be ok though. Losing a loved one is always hard and Im sure they'll need some support right now

[sezthemank]

Thanks Dudebro

I think thats what Im going to do.

The "Filth" came around to mine, and I though "great, what have I done now!"
So I opened the door and they told me that she was dead and she said in the letter I was the N.O.K.

Im shocked about her dying, also I didnt realise she loved me that much to make me her Next of Kin!

I phoned her Mum, Sister, Ex boyfriend and anyone who I knew who knew here.
But No one is picking up the phone!

[Dudebro]

Originally Posted by sezthemank

I phoned her Mum, Sister, Ex boyfriend and anyone who I knew who knew here.
But No one is picking up the phone!

Sounds like they already know. I wouldn't be answering the phone either.

[sezthemank]

I think Ill pop around to her mums now, she only lives like 3 min away from me, jsut around the corner.

If she knows, then Ill be there for her.
If she dont know than I suppose I would prefer to tell her face to face insted of on the phone.

I hate this.
When I lost My sister Una,I had to go and tell my own mother, now that was awfull.
the scream she let out will haungt me forever.

If I can do that , I suppose I can do this.

Fuck fuck fuck, motherfucking shitting bollocks!
I cant beleve shes gone.

[Squall]

actually... i know how your friend felt when she started considering actually doing it. ive been in that boat myself... just never had the balls to do it...

how it feels is hard to describe... was she the sort of person who could go to a party and be surrounded by people, except she just sat there and said nothing, seemingly oblivious to the conversation around her? if so, then im the next in line...

[Timber Wolf]

I can understand your pain, it's hard to lose someone close to you, but you've got to realize it wasn't your fault, and if anything you probably delayed their suicide
loneliness does suck, I know that feeling too. But I don't know what to tell, look in yourself and you'll find the answer your looking for, you'll find who or what makes you feel you belong and wanted and loved, because you always are by someone, someplace, and as hopeless as it may feel your never alone