the story of what should of happened

**sora2k10** · 04-14-2013, 07:30 AM

i will tell this story

i made mistakes like all people do . people make mistakes all the time . some bigger then others or some not so much . mine were average but could be big in some minds .

last year everything was going so good . i had it all i was getting all the things i wanted . and i was talking to many diffrent types of people . for some thats having it all and things at that time were going good .

here is were the story turns . i made the mistake of turning on important people and trying to erase them all togeather . i played this game for years i came up from the bottom to the top to make a name for myself . until i got so caught up in the sucess i was having that i started to lie as well to be bigger then i was . which when your tring to make friends you dont ever do that . thats something you just dont do .

the things i lied about were common stuff money . women and other things like that . i got so caught up in the string of lies that i was telling people off . and defending those lies . it happens to a liar you dont know when to end the lies it just keeps growing .

it ruined the friendships i had . cuzz i was thinking i was better then them in truth they were the biggest things to matter to me . i just never told them cuzz i would lie and betray them cuzz the lies got so big . i aint making excuess cuzz what i did was wrong so bizzar it makes me think twice of who i was at that time .

in the end what happened was i lost everything . i got banned from a game that i loved so much cuzz i made up so many lies it cause me to break out into fights . i lost the friend that mattered cuzz i lied and betrayed them .

and the girl i had i never had cuzz what happned was she ened up doing what she did the first time chosing another guy over me and just staying friends.

you know sometimes in life you cant changed the mistakes you make in life and if you can your lucky . the only thing you can do is to admit what you did and move on . you cant ask those people to forget what you did . cuzz what you did you know you did wrong by those people .