I'm a Bad Person :'(.................

[XERQ GRANITE]

I have something to get off my chest................ I'm not quite down to reveal it yet, but I just thought I'd post this to get peeple (and myself) kinda........... "ready" for it..................... When the Pirate forum was created I knew everyone in here and were dubbed trustworthy in my eyes, but a lot of new peeple have been added on here :/..................... The only reason I'm posting this and even telling anyone on here is cause I really need peeple to talk to about it who won't judge me or hate me for it Unfortunatly I already know that when I say it there'll be at least 1 person who will hate me n judge me for it and probably even block me on the forums but oh well, I don't really care what peeple think about me, I just want peeple to talk to about it ................................................ ..... I'll leave you guys with that n get back to you with it l8er :/

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[Dudebro]

This probably isn't a good idea. Things that are very personal(like this sounds) might be better in PMs or other more secure ways.

[Slime Slayer]

wrong again dudebro, lets hear it... (jeopardy theme)

[Kugyince]

Xerq, part of life is to learn when to keep your mouth shut. Just my opinion though. Feel free to dig your own grave if you must.

[Slime Slayer]

another part of life is expressing your thoughts, again just an opinion, i doubt its worse than some of my f-ups, and ill hold what you have to say in clean conscience

[Kevin]

Spit it out, Xerq!

[Smittycal]

If its something like you stole money from your moms purse or something I will be HIGHLY disappointed lol..

But like everyone else said if you think its that bad I would PM it to the people involved or in the NO mod forum where there arent as many people...just my 2 cents

[XERQ GRANITE]

Originally Posted by Smittycal

if you think its that bad I would PM it to the people involved

Nobody on this site is involved or anything, I just want peeple i can talk to about it :/

Originally Posted by Smittycal

or in the NO mod forum where there arent as many people

Where's that?? is it private?? how does that work?? :/

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[Dojah]

Originally Posted by XERQ GRANITE

Where's that?? is it private?? how does that work?? :/

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Just another group where almost anything can be said etc...less people are in that group as of now. Here is a link, http://retrouprising.com/groups/no-moderators/

[Dudebro]

@Xerq - Personally I won't hold anything against you, I don't know you in person so it's easy for me to stay emotionally detached from it but I hope you're aware that not everyone will be so forgiving depending on the severity of the issue. This could change the way people feel about you, make sure you're really ready for that.

[sezthemank]

Fire away Xerq

I have some things I wanna get off my chest too
Its hard and Im dissapointed with myself.

[XERQ GRANITE]

Originally Posted by sezthemank

Fire away Xerq

I have some things I wanna get off my chest too
Its hard and Im dissapointed with myself.

Ya, I'm dissapointed with myself too, I know it's wrong, but at the same time, it feels so right, it feels like its meant to be, so I'm sooooo confused ........ and also, I'm sure you'd be one of the ones that would hate on me for it :/ but ya, I used to spend sooooooooo much time on this site that I consider a lot of you guys like a second family, so that's why I posted it here, but a lot of you actually have lives (unlike me) and don't veiw it the same way or anything ......................... but ya, I'll get up the guts to post it............................... eventually :/

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---------- Post added at 09:41 PM ---------- Previous post was at 09:35 PM ----------

Originally Posted by Smittycal

or in the NO mod forum where there arent as many people

There may not be as many peeple, but it's not private though, anyone could just join n see if they wanted, but not anyone can just join the Pirate forum though ^_^

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---------- Post added at 09:43 PM ---------- Previous post was at 09:41 PM ----------

Originally Posted by sezthemank

I have some things I wanna get off my chest too

well hell, lets just make this the confession thread ^_^ *CHANGING TITLE* ................................ Well it's not changing the actual thread title, but watev

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[Kevin]

This thread is starting to get stale. It had some potential at one time.

[Dudebro]

Personally I prefer my drama from strangers, I'd hate to see this ruin Xerqs time here.

[Kugyince]

If you want advice, PM those you trust.

[Slime Slayer]

read between the lines guys, he cheated on his gf

[XERQ GRANITE]

Originally Posted by stevencassidy13

read between the lines guys, he cheated on his gf

Waaaaaaay off haha, i wouldn't feel AS ashamed if it had been that instead of what it really is......................

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[sezthemank]

Yeah I was thinking the same as Steven
You think ill be dissipointed with you because Im a girl.
I dont see you any different, Iv cheated in the past.
If I knew the details I could proberley help you out.

Just dont tell her untill you have realised what you wanna do.

Was it a one off?
Or do you like the other person that much you wanna leave your girl.
They are the main factors.

When I cheated on the past, It had nothing to do with sex,
I suppose I got emotion love off "the bit on the side" than I did with my man.
So you need to think, is it emotional, sexual , you or she has changed or has shit just got stale.

[Kevin]

Didn't you quit smoking weed for your g/f? That should entitle you to a little strange. Well, shouldn't it?

[sezthemank]

There must be somthing wrong for him to cheat.

[Slime Slayer]

well before i lay out my opinion/advice im just gonna wait for xerq to confirm that this is the case

[sezthemank]

He told me why he feels bad.
Its because he went into the bookies (betting shop) and took a pen by accedent.
or
He found a note on the floor and didnt hand it in, so hes feeling majorly guilty.

[Smittycal]

Originally Posted by sezthemank

He told me why he feels bad.
Its because he went into the bookies (betting shop) and took a pen by accedent.
or
He found a note on the floor and didnt hand it in, so hes feeling majorly guilty.

Thats not what it is really is it lol....

Honestly man if you think you just need to get something off your chest I say tell it. As long as its not something that would get you banned ( which I doubt) and you just need someone to talk to I say go for it. Sometimes strangers are easier to talk to then your friends and family IMO

[XERQ GRANITE]

Originally Posted by Smittycal

As long as its not something that would get you banned ( which I doubt)

Well idk if it is or not, I'm pretty sure it's not though cause I talked to D about it n he said to post at my own risk (as in, other peeple judging me n stuff), but he diddn't say it would get me banned or anything, but I know that if enough peeple don't like someone then they can get banned for that, and I'm pretty sure a lot of you will hate me for this

Originally Posted by Smittycal

Sometimes strangers are easier to talk to then your friends and family IMO

That's the thing, RU is like a second family to me, that's what makes it kinda hard, y'know??

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[XERQ GRANITE]

Hey, I just feel like writing back to kinda be a good sport, but I'm way too blazed to respond to anyone, lol sry, jus kinda felt like typing

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