sez, sez, sez. My dear girl, pick yourself up. You're just barely 21 years old, you have plenty of time to make a change if you want to. The only way it will happen however is that you have to want it to happen. I have seen too many 18-23 year olds give up on themselves thinking there is no way to come back from the depths that they currently have dug for themselves. Learn from those experiences, grow from those experiences. Just some words of advice from Uncle sabby
I guess I should get back on topic and vent:
When will the road construction on the highway near my house be done, it doubles my commute time home
OK, I feel better ;D